I haven't been mentally well for awhile. After getting kicked from a tab on a Discord server and being asked to leave another one for being an ass on Sonic stuff, I've come to realize that this whole, oath of silence, thing has been doing more damage to myself then good. Basically I wasn't a fan of the direction the Sonic games were going in the 2010's and it reached a boiling point after Forces and said I wouldn't play another new Sonic game again. Then over time after taking some things the wrong way, I just decided to never talk about any sonic game that I've played ever again, ones I like, ones I didn't like, or the ones I thought were just ok. Keeping my thoughts more and more private, which only made me more and more bitter, pushing people away, threatening to block those who ask me about Sonic games, etc. Keeping quite about it has only twisted my thoughts into thinking everyone is out to get me over these things and thinking that they're always better than me... and other